Friday, September 28, 2007
peekchurs!!
presenting Mont Blanc's ever-so-sexy name-card holder.. just like the person who's carying it. haha!
let's take a peek at the inside.. when it's flipped open.. heh..
and last but not least, timberland socks! haha! cute, riiight?? i know.. :poh wells, it's such a nice and comforting feeling for every girlfriend to know that the boyfriend's actually using the stuff that was given. ahhh, i'm on cloud 9 right now. 'nuff said.. thanks hun, for the pics!
anyways, i met Charmian for a while just now at tampines mall. she's leaving for europe tonight. wish i could see her off at the airport. but she insisted that i don't trouble myself. -pout- damn, i'm so gonna miss that girl! hope she'll have a safe and fun trip with the family. :)
this is it for today. gonna help around with the preparations for break fast in a bit. chao!
Posted by me at 5:43 PM
Thursday, September 27, 2007
Sadat Bin Hassan..
the boyfriend's gonna be super busy the next three days. -pout- but that's alright. we'll have the next week to have fun! woohoo!
i was chatting with a friend and was complaining about missing the boyfriend and things like that.. the conversation goes something like this.
friend: you should be grateful, woman.
me: i am.. i really am.. to be blessed with such a wonderful boyfriend. though i can't actually say that to him. haha!
friend: why?
me: he'll puke!
friend: hahahah!
me: but sometimes, i just do.. to annoy the shit out of him. HAHA!
so you see, i am a pretty annoying gf like that. and a sweet one too. hoho. ah, whatever. why the hell am i wasting my time here anyways? oh wells, i'm off. it's high time i get my butt up and help clean up the house. chao!
Posted by me at 8:19 PM
another quick random online test by okcupid.com..
hello! here's The Dating Persona Test results at okcupid.com.. hehe.
The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD)
Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.
Always avoid: The Playboy (RGSM), The Loverboy (RGLM)
Consider: The Manchild (RBLD)
The Priss
Deliberate Brutal Love Dreamer (DBLD)
Mature. Responsible. Aristocratic. Excuse me. The Priss.
Prisses are the smartest of all female types. You're highly perceptive, and confident in your judgements. You'd take brutal honesty over superficiality any time--your friends always know where they stand with you. You're completely unfake. Don't tell me that's not a word. You're also excellent at redirecting internal negative energy.
These facts indicate people are often intimidated by you. They also fall for you, hard. You have a distant, composed allure that many find irresistible. If only more of them lived up to your standards.
You were probably the last among your friends to have sex. And the first to pretend that you're pregnant. LOL. Though you're inclined to use sex as weapon, at least it's not as one of mass destruction. You're choosier than most about your partners. A supportive relationship is what you're really after. Whether you know it or not, you need something steady & long-term. And soothing.
Always avoid: The Playboy (RGSM), The Loverboy (RGLM)
Consider: The Manchild (RBLD)
Posted by me at 3:41 AM
it's just one of those days. i'll get over this soon.
i seem to have trouble sleeping at night.
so much things on my mind.
not that i dun wanna sleep.
i do. i really do.
it's just that the moments before closing my eyes are the toughest.
i'm very inclined towards negative thoughts during those times.
they are bothering me.
so what do i do? i try to keep myself awake for as long as possible until i feel really exhausted.
like now, for example.
-fa-
ps: will you ever get bored of me? i sometimes wonder.
Posted by me at 2:25 AM
Wednesday, September 26, 2007
random online test.
The ENNEAGRAM test by okcupid.com..you chose CX - your Enneagram type is TWO (aka "The Charmer").
How to Get Along with Me...
Tell me that you appreciate me. Be specific.
Share fun times with me.
Take an interest in my problems, though I will probably try to focus on yours.
Let me know that I am important and special to you.
Be gentle if you decide to criticize me.
In Intimate Relationships...
Reassure me that I am interesting to you. (not gonna happen)
Reassure me that you love me. (not gonna happen)
Tell me I'm attractive and that you're glad to be seen with me. (not gonna happen)
What I Like About Being a TWO...
being able to relate easily to people and to make friends
knowing what people need and being able to make their lives better
being generous, caring, and warm
being sensitive to and perceptive about others' feelings
being enthusiastic and fun-loving, and having a good sense of humor
What's Hard About Being a TWO...
not being able to say no
having low self-esteem
feeling drained from overdoing for others
not doing things I really like to do for myself for fear of being selfish
criticizing myself for not feeling as loving as I think I should
being upset that others don't tune in to me as much as I tume in to them
working so hard to be tactful and considerate that I suppress my real feelings
Posted by me at 2:22 AM
Tuesday, September 25, 2007
happy birthday, hun!
last evening was probably one of the happiest days of my life. (though i know there will be many more to come, insya'Allah.. hehe.) and yes, i have many happiest days in my life. uh-huh, go on.. be envious. haha!
anways, i'm not gonna write a compo here.. fine details are for me to remember and treasure. but whatever it is, here's the gist of what happened on a certain Monday, 24th September 2007. (oh, i just love remembering dates. haha.)
broke fast with Sadat. asked him to close his eyes. started off with hand-made birthday card with our picture in it and a timberland carrier containing timberland socks. yes, socks. just when he thought that was it, it gets better. was asked to close his eyes again. surprised him with a mont blanc carrier. a name-card holder in it. speechless Sadat. happy me. and that's not all. slice of blackforest cake from bengawan solo. lighted candle. secret wish from me. blew out the candle. sharing of cake. sent me back. said hello to the family. and of course, the oh-so-famous teh tarik for him from mommy.
all that resulted in what i would assume a very happy Sadat and an even happier Farah. how cute is that? haha.
you know, the look on his face when he received the gift was priceless. it made ME happy seeing HIM happy. to me, the whole thing was simple, yet very special. oh boy, i hope i made a difference to the day before his actual birthday. heh.
i just LOVE giving people surprises. and do bear in mind that i only give surprises to those who really matter to me.
and it's only 1am now. i'm not officially wishing him just yet. the birthday wish will have to wait for a bit.
thank you, hun. for making me an extremely happy girl. :)
-fa-
Posted by me at 12:49 AM
Wednesday, September 19, 2007
blank..
it's funny how a few words can hurt you badly.
imagine the damage that might result.
it's too much. i'd rather not think.
-fa-
Posted by me at 5:29 PM
Tuesday, September 18, 2007
random thoughts..
1. the boyfriend's not going to china. yay! i believe that's a blessing in disguise.
2. i miss Nur, Zul, Charmian, Novia, Rai, Irra, Azfar, Shakir and many more others.
3. shaving will not lead to coarser hair when it re-grows. really. it only feels like that.
4. the boyfriend has a new nickname for me. haha.
5. Zul's not going back to Brunei this time round cos his passport has expired. HAHA. kental seh.
6. i have a freaking competitor. @#%!%@$%^#
7. it's exactly one week to your birthday. you know who you are.
8. try not to make plans unnecessarily on that day. please?
9. azfar's working at geylang bazaar this whole of fasting month selling men's baju kurung. how cute.
10. i wanna go bintan after hari raya. it'd be very nice if you could come with me. but i'd understand if you can't. :)
11. this sunday is cousins-buka-together day.
12. lying on your stomach while typing on the laptop is very bad, especially when your stomach is empty. it hurts like hell!
13. the internet is an evil evil thing as it disables you from doing other things more constructive.
14. i wanna go ikea to get some new stuff to decorate my room.
15. i'm thinking of going white this raya. it's just a thought. we'll see how it goes.
16. i miss my missy donut. thanks to the other type of dessert i had. heh.
17. i'm craving for many foods right now. including you.
18. the more i look at you, the more i can picture spending the rest of my life with you. it's not supposed to be sweet. it's a fact.
that's it for today. pure randomness. and oh, if you are actually observant enough, you'd know why there are as many points as there are up there. have a great day, people! :)
-fa-
Posted by me at 4:47 PM
Friday, September 14, 2007
bookworm..
been spending my time reading a book titled 'a place called here' by cecilia ahern. not too bad, i must say. the starting's a little slow but as you go on, the pace quickened and in no time, the book will get you hooked. (wow, it kinda rhymes. heh.)i miss the boyfriend very much. i just hope he's okay and missing me too. heh.
he's right. dealing with a woman is like dealing with 10 crew on-board the ship. i guess i'm no exception. bleargh.
i need more books to keep myself occupied. and i need 'clean' ones so as to preserve my fast. hoho. any recommendations, people?
i need my boyfriend. where the hell is he?
goodnight, folks. be good and happy fasting!
-fa-