Wednesday, June 27, 2007
two minutes.
i waited for one whole day and in the end, i only got 2 and a half minutes. HAHA.i wish i knew which buttons not to press. honestly, im not sure what i can ask and what i should not ask. and if you were to take away all the things that I THINK i'm not supposed to ask, i'm left with very little areas to cover. haha.
whatever it is, i'm not having second thoughts. i'm content with the two minutes, really. cos the last thing i want is to hinder you from achieving your goals.
get well soon, hun.
-fa-
Posted by me at 12:16 AM
Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i sound like a man.
there's nobody else in this world right now that i'd rather be with but you.and i mean it with all my heart.
-fa-
ps: thank you, God.
Posted by me at 9:30 PM
Sunday, June 24, 2007
sick = cranky?
bakar girls and i all excited over our cute little presents..
moments before we actually sleep.. HAHA!runny nose + blocked nose = sleepless nights.
and let me tell you. it is SUPER irritating when you can't seem to be able to sleep peacefully because every half an hour, you have to rush to the toilet to blow your nose away. -pout-
your 'once-a-day' message never fail to make my day. especially when you're a million miles away from me. hehh.
my saturday was spent by paying a visit to spotlight to get some fabric for my next LSew1 assignment. i'm expecting a very busy few weeks ahead of me. sighs.
oh and have i mention? one should NEVER over-eat at a buffet dinner. i ended up having a super full-stomach, i could barely breathe. HAHA.
no wonder God has taught us to eat only about 1/3 of our maximum capacity. why? cos the other 1/3 goes to liquids and the last 1/3 goes to air for breathing. i really should bear that in mind next time. hehee.
goodnight, all.
-fa-
ps: come back home soon.. i need you.
Posted by me at 12:13 AM
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
note to self: communication is the key to a long-lasting relationship.
been having my 'i-feel-ugly' days lately. haha. i dunno why ah. maybe cos my face da start its breakouts and im just feeling fat these days. (yes hun, i hear you. haha!)can i say this? no boyfriend should ever make the girlfriend feel ugly. i mean, reminding her that she needs to get back on track is okay. (bear in mind that you gotta be careful when touching this topic.) but telling her straight up that 'i-can-find-prettier-girls-than-you-anytime-anyday' is a big NO-NO. like what the hell, wake up laa. you so need to get back down to earth, man.
anyways, i feel that a partner should never make you feel bad about yourself. NEVER. a good partner should be there helping you boost your self-esteem when you need it and not destroy it.
and yes, the 'i-think-ure-too-immature-for-me' issue should also be avoided by anyone at any cost. if you really think so, then why the hell are you still with him/her? angkat kaki jalan ah! give yourself and more importantly him/her some respect ah, please. there's more than one way to solve an issue you two are facing, know. grrr.
on a lighter note, i've been very happy lately. too happy, according to my brothers. but honestly, i dun really have a reason why. well, it's way better than the 'moody-me' whaaat. so enjoy it while it lasts, folks. hahaa!
goodnight, all!
-fa-
ps: i'll miss you, hun.
Posted by me at 10:51 PM
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
what a mess! grr.
my house is in a complete mess. thanks to my latest buy; the sewing machine from COURTS. hahaa. and so, i've decided to get myself a sewing machine in the end. i think it's a wise decision, really.started operating it this morning. and im like a quarter to half-way through my product now. i'm making a make-up purse. hahaa. how girly, i know. but you should have a look at the material first. it's as girly as hell, i tell you. not that hell is girly. but ahhh, u get my point. haha.
tuition session in a bit. and after that, i'm off to either meeting him or the girls. it would have to depend on his availability. so yeah, we'll see about that later.
and btw, in case you haven't already know, i really like my new sewing machine. hahaa. chao!
-fa-
ps: slumber party with the bakar girls this weekend! i can't wait.
Posted by me at 3:43 PM
Friday, June 8, 2007
friends..
so it was a pleasant surprise! how cute.anyways, yesterday was my last paper for the term test. so that just means my 2-weeks break have officially started as of today. hehh.
after the paper, me, nur, charmian, azfar and zul headed ljs at century square to have our lunch. needless to say, when u put me, nur, and charmian together, our conversations just run wild. haha. from pubic hair to armpit hair to whatever else you can think of. haha.
it's cute how zul is so interested but is so shy to join in. while azfar on the other hand, acts more interested in playing the psp but we know that he's actually eavesdropping on us. haha.
i love the friends, really. despite our differences and our forever non-existing plans like going swimming for example, we can still laugh about it and continue to make more plans. haha.
-fa-
ps: i wanna see you. but i dun wanna be taken for granted too.
Posted by me at 12:50 PM
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
*pleasant/unpleasant surprise? (* delete where applicable)
here i am. in the library. waiting for him. oh, have i mentioned? he doesn't know. haha.but not to worry la. i came prepared to be waiting for hours or to not be able to meet him at all. haha. so yes, i'm good. i'll just wait for any news from him then.
eeeeeee. and have i told you that it's so sejuk in here? someone lend me your jacket, please!
-fa-
Posted by me at 5:50 PM
Sunday, June 3, 2007
Fourth for Bakar Girls!
pictures; courtesy of Nid..
bakar girls: before the tournament
wags and me: after the tournament at banquet
several people have asked me. and i said, yes, maybe, i dunno. hahaa.
had captain's ball tournament organised by NUS Muslim Society yesterday. it was happening, i tell you. haha. body aches i get this morning was worth it.
i realised i get affected by others easily. and i tend to just let it be and not fight back about it for fear of making the situation any more unpleasant. but would that actually make things better or worse?
and i hate the image some people have of me. and i am slowly learning not to care. just watch me.
had captain's ball tournament organised by NUS Muslim Society yesterday. it was happening, i tell you. haha. body aches i get this morning was worth it.
i realised i get affected by others easily. and i tend to just let it be and not fight back about it for fear of making the situation any more unpleasant. but would that actually make things better or worse?
and i hate the image some people have of me. and i am slowly learning not to care. just watch me.
-fa-